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Hunger

My hearts beats against its own will Pounding
Echoing through my skull
Your face it haunts me in the window
of my sleep tearing me up inside
This loneliness is too much to bare shredding my thoughts of life blood pouring through my eyes
Will I see tomorrow? Can I save me from myself? It is too late for me
My blade clashes against the floor As my limbs go numb Darkness clouds my face

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Broken PromiseI hold you in my arms My lover. My executioner.
As your withering heart
beats it’s very last. I hold you still.
I wish it could be different. It be me instead of you, but I see now that this is how it will be
Your pleading eyes look up to mine in a silent cry for help, but I cannot, my love.
A tear rolls down your cheek as we wordlessly agree: It is the time.
I felt your spirit slip from your body. Your grip on my arm is now gone.
Won’t you stay with me my love? As we grow old together &n Broken Promise
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SolitudeDrifting into the clouds
I see my dream Where I can rest my weary eyes From the terrors unseen
To a bed of stars I crawl Finding peace in sleep Holding close to my chest The heart that I keep
A comfort unknown finds my refuge And joins me in a blissful slumber Holding me close, it surrounds I feel so safe being under
I block out the noise of the earth troubled and frantic it sounds I listen to a melody so endearing A voice ringing clear all around
A warmth gives me strength as the presence, it sooths To go b Solitude
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Bad BloodNothing.
Typically that is what I am thought of. It is what I am.
To end this life would be doing the world a favor. I know it.
Painless? No, but it wouldn't stop me. I took out the knife.
A nice blade, they couldn't say I didn't go out with style. I brought is close to my wrist.
I put pressure on my skin, causing it to sting as the sharp blade worked at the weak tissue. I slice across.
My wrist burns as I look at it in agony. The blood gushed out from the fresh wound.
I stared.
My blood was pouring out o Bad Blood
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Kiss Beneath The MoonMoonshine drifts through the heavens, blanketing itself around them So close to one another How their eyes mirror the stars Souls entwining in the harmony of the night The heat of their hearts
So heavy with passion Their bodies draw close Sinuous lips bond Wild flame through their bodies As they embrace the ecstasy of the darkness Kiss Beneath The Moon
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Eternal Hiatus

Sat Aug 21, 2004, 5:40 PM

You know how most people experiance mid-life crises around 30? I am having it at 14. I have totally lost myself. I know it sounds corny and stupid, but that's how it is. I am sick of lying about my life. Here are some things I have lied about:

Music: I don't like Korn, Slipknot, or Manson. I don't hate them, but I don't listen to them. Sorry for lying Amy, I know it is increadibly idiotic of me, but I wanted you to like me and I felt like I had to lie to do it. I like Avril Lavigne, and Yellowcard. Not metal. Just start hating me now.

Growing up: I have grown up a goody goody. I played with barbies, watched disney, and done other things. I only started being the way I am in the middle of 7th grade. But I have been lying to myself and about myself since 3rd grade. I am sorry.

Church: Yes I go to church. My parent make me and I do not believe in it, but I do have to go on sundays and wensday nights. I am forced, but I do not tell my parents I don't want to go because I don't want to offend them.

Parents: I love my parents, but I have lied to them so many times, it is uncountable.

Self esteem: Though I put on a good face, I have almost zero self esteem. I hate myself.

There. Those are a few things I have lied about.

Hate me yet?

I am leaving DA until I can find myself again, and not through lies. Again, I am sorry.

Bye.

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Devious Info

Current Residence: Bothell Washington
Interests: Poetry/art, vampires, political messes
Favourite movie: The Nightmare Before Christmas <3
Favourite band or musician: Trapt, Evanescence, Manson, Linken Park, Blink 182, DJ Sammy
Favourite genre of music: Metal, rock, techno, trance
Favourite photographer: Shmoopie *hearts*
Operating System: My brain
Skin of choice: Human
Favourite game: Zelda
Personal Quote: Knives are like huge blocks of cement...if you throw them at somebody, it hurts.
Tools of the Trade: Rocks

Website: http://vampirefreaks.com/profile.php?user=Morbid-Robot
Email: Katherinebradbury@msn.com
AIM: morbid robot

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~Shmoopie Aug 10, 2004, 7:52:23 PM

KITTY! youre back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!! I so happy! yay! hehehehehehehe

dont let the penguins eat you.. and alwasy remember the drugs are bad mmmkay? hehehehehehe look I kan do my abc's a.*.b.*... eh nevermind im done.. ok wellz theres a ton I need to tell you (the main thing is that I broke up with stan and am now going out with jamies (ex) boyfriend (joshy).. so im ono go eat rice off of him.. umm oops did I just type that out loud? I meant.. *with* him.. (him=Joshy fyi.. shmoopies at his house.. yay!) byeziez

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~morbid-robot Aug 11, 2004, 8:13:46 AM

Wow, A lot went on while I was gone. (That rhymed)

I missed you! I want to know everything.....Well, the main stuff that happened to me was that I worked...a lot, My aunt highlighted my hair (forcefully), I plucked my eyebrows, and I am still the same height.